Sunday, June 12, 2011
All i have to do is to wait . . . . . . . . .
I have to wait for him to forgive me,
i have to wait for him to reply my msg
i have to wait for him to cool down
i have to wait for him to bother abt me
What else can i do other than waiting.
Recently luck was definitely not on my side. I woke up and i knew something bad was gonna happen.
- i broke my serum bottle which i bought it at S$ 138 and i only used it for one week.
- my mgr for my secondment seems to be pinpointing me- (was it personal or just becuase i am from ou5)
- Met my fren for gym and she did not turn up
IF possible anyone please tell me what are the ways to lift up your mood ?
~5:26 AM
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Friday, June 3, 2011
Time management is definitely not on my side this year. I have had frequent headaches for past few days. Maybe it is due to stress or maybe i am depressed or maybe it's both. I just cant seem to get into my groove.
Television has become pathetic. Reality show are not reality at all. "Second chance" - Does that really exist? Not that anything happen to me. But it just suddenly came across my mind. It is a matter of fact that this does not happen in my working environment. Maybe then i realise what the real world could be like.
If there is anyone who has some advice on how to make job more fun and productive, please let me know.
Happy moments this week;
-Shopping bargains, - GSS- how I love it!
-Boyfriend had signed up for a course - hoping he will now have a goal in his life-though this result in reducing time spent for me but i should feel happy for him =)
-counting down to end my secondments (just another one more month)
~10:36 PM
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Thursday, June 2, 2011
The purpose of my blog was to flag out memories & thoughts which i once had in my life and hoping no one will read it at all.
I seriously think i am so weak in speaking fluent and professional English. - How to
improve and speak like a professional ? I cant stand anyone with Malaysia accents but my
English doesn't seem to be much better. To clarify- i am definitely not a
Malaysian!
Have you ever wondered what is the most regretted thing you ever did? For mine i would say - not entering local university is my most regretted choice i ever made. Somehow when i come out to society to work, i can feel the different aura between
ACCA/Foreign Degree & Local University. Just so different.
I have just graduated from ACCA but why dont i feel the happiness or proud of myself? I am tired being contemned by those local graduates. Trust me the feeling really suck. The world is just so realistic. Finally i understood why my parents always forced me to work hard. But no point crying over spilt milk"
Kept asking myself-How to be motivated towards work ? I find it so draggy to go work everyday. FML
~7:19 AM
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