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Sunday, October 9, 2011







13 days after my dad had left us. No words can describe my agony. Ever since he left. other than going to work i will cope myself at home as i really dont wish to talk to anyone including my family members. i cant let them know how sad am i as i know this will make them even more sad.

Why Why Why ? Why does god take my love one away. I really wish he is here right now. To listen to how had i been coping in my new company. I still remembered he will tell me not to work too hard and have enough sleep when he see me waking up at 3 am to work. But now i cant hear his voice or feel his existence anymore. He love coffee. He love meat and hate vegetables. He is noisy. He is stubborn. He may look huge but he is sympathetic.

I miss him terribly. Why does human only start to regret when they lost their love ones?

I am not a filial daughter. I did not take any leave to accompany him for any medical appointment, i spent most of my time working, going out with friends and boyfriend , i had yet to bring him oversea to enjoy, i did not buy things he like. By giving him monthly allowance i thought is more than enough. But now i realised i am WRONG. I am such a bitch.

Whenever i lied on your bed, all memories seems to come into my mind. Tears start rolling down my cheeks uncontrollably. The only thing which i can do now when i missed you is to look at you photo. DAD DAD DAD !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I REALLY MISS YOU SO MUCH SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

~2:31 AM

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About me:

Hey this is my homepage, so I have to say something about myself. Sometimes it is hard to introduce yourself because you know yourself so well that you do not know where to start with. Let me give a try to see what kind of image you have about me through my self-description. I hope that my impression about myself and your impression about me are not so different. Here it goes. There are many things I like to do, to see, and to experience. I like to read, I like to write; I like to think, I like to dream; I like to talk, I like to listen. I like to feel the music flowing on my face, I like to look at the clouds in the sky with a blank mind, I like to do thought experiment when I cannot sleep in the middle of the night. I like to sleep early, I like to get up late; I like to be alone, I like to be surrounded by people. I like delicious food and comfortable shoes; I like good books and romantic movies,I like people. And, I like to laugh. I always wanted to be a great investors like Warrent Buffet, Benjamin Graham who are one of the most successful investor in the world and have influence millions of people in the world. But my dreams is still alive. This is a brief introduction of myself.