Friday, October 24, 2008
i wonder who else is reading my blog.
i am feeling damn fucked up and it's like some twit or whatsoever.
His mum left us. it was very unexpected.
i felt depressed and helpless.although she is not my real mum. but i see her every weekends. i love her but
anger swept in with vengenance when i thought of how heartless was it to leave them behind. his dad's forlorn face make my heart feel so painful and agony.
i love his parents too.
now she's gone. she left them. his dad, him, and his two sisters
i dunno what else i can do. he reprimanded himself for loving me so much and neglected his family.
He wanted to ROM with me and i gave him a NO answer.
it is far too early for me to have a family. it's definitely not that i dont love him
but i dont believe in early marriage.
i dont want to end up regretting or divorce.
and because of this we quarrelled everyday and we are in the verge of breaking.
~7:43 PM
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Saturday, October 4, 2008
Every night before i sleep, i will feel tears prickling my eyes. last week i remembered i will keep myself busy to occupy my times. But every day seems like a month to me. i really hope time will flies.
today morning i woke up with a slight pain on my head. i guess it is due to the black label i drank. Ytd was my co's Dnd and it was fantastic. i had a great time and a reunion with my own group except vivin who had gone oversea with his parents.
expectedly, few people went but that's not my concern as people who had gone are the people that i care.
i love my spontaneous group. they are so sporting!
shall upload photos for the next entry.
~5:35 AM
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About me:
Hey this is my homepage, so I have to say something about myself. Sometimes it is hard to introduce yourself because you know yourself so well that you do not know where to start with.
Let me give a try to see what kind of image you have about me through my self-description. I hope that my impression about myself and your impression about me are not so different. Here it goes.
There are many things I like to do, to see, and to experience. I like to read, I like to write; I like to think, I like to dream; I like to talk, I like to listen.
I like to feel the music flowing on my face, I like to look at the clouds in the sky with a blank mind, I like to do thought experiment when I cannot sleep in the middle of the night.
I like to sleep early, I like to get up late; I like to be alone, I like to be surrounded by people.
I like delicious food and comfortable shoes; I like good books and romantic movies,I like people. And, I like to laugh.
I always wanted to be a great investors like Warrent Buffet, Benjamin Graham who are one of the most successful investor in the world and have influence millions of people in the world.
But my dreams is still alive.
This is a brief introduction of myself.
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