Saturday, June 30, 2007
Well another boring day! When can i find something that makes me happy or cheer me up ? Love listening to sentimental hits. It simply touches my heart! Alright enough of me grumbling over him ! It is time for me to get over! Well, while surfing the net, i came to read this story and it simply touches my heart! I hope those reading my blog will treat relationship seriously and not just because you need someone for accompany or whatever the reason! Love just because you really love each other !
Let me begin the story.......
A girl and a guy were speeding over 100mph on a deserted road on a motorcycle.
Girl: Slow down, we're going too fast. I'm scared! And I don't want anything to happen.
Guy: Come on, don't worry. I know what I'm doing. Your having fun right?
Girl: NO...please stop. I'm really scaredGuy: Then tell me you love me.
Girl: I LOVE YOU! Now please slow down.
Guy: Give me a hug.*Girl hugs him*
Guy: Can you help me out here? Will you take me Helmet off of me and put it on you? It's bugging me.In the paper the next day: A motorcycle has crashed into a building break failure. Two people found, but only one survived. The Truth is: That halfway down the road the guy realized that his breaks broke, but he didn't want the girl to know. Instead, he had her say she loved him and felt her hug him for one last time. Then had her wear him helmet so she would live, even though it meant that he would die.
~10:38 PM
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Its another boring weekends for me! As normal, simply love my loner attitude!
Ha ha. Coping myself at home.Now i shall
officially declared that I am fully prepared for my
ACCA!
Hey someone
please tell me why is
Shawn(1 of the superstar contestant) out ? he got such a nice vocals! It is unfair to him! Where are all his voters have gone too! Anyway i am not really his fans but i personally feel that he got the talent.
Suddenly i feels that i just don't understand myself! Why do i give people my msn and yet i just give them attitude when they talked to me! It's stupid but i just dun feel like talking to them ! When can i find my real self ?
Can anyone tell me what can you really do and enjoy in singapore ? Especially over the weekends?
~3:12 AM
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Thursday, June 28, 2007
I did a very stupid thing today!I messaged her through friendster and give her a scolding. I am just waiting for her to messaged and scold me back. I admit i am aggressive, harsh and stupid. I know. i have already lost the battle. But i just wanan give her a good scolding for intruding my life and taking all my dreams away. I know, love is not everything. It is only part of my life! I see the importance of my love life too ! But in a split of second just washed away! My memories will still be kept in my heart! So what u broke off with him not. Everything wont be the same anymore ! All Thanks to U ! I shall not mention ur name here. You know who you are ! People like you being a third party will definitely get ur retribution. i will bless you with him ! Get out of my life now! I gonna brace up and continue my own life!
Going stock take at genting lane! Sianz! I preferred my slacking life at work. Msn-ging, Browsing throught people profile , gossiping with my Favourite isabel and reading those e learning is definitely much better than stock take! Sometimes just couldnt control my fingers and tends to click on his friendster to view! Everytime when i read, i feel my heart really pain! Kept telling myself to give up but giving up on someone u really love is never easy ! It is the hardest thing to do so!
~5:57 AM
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Tuesday, June 26, 2007
Finally.. I am able to post my blog.
Wa lau .. I am a blogger
idiot. Has been smoking during office hours. Damn
heart pain. Can smoke
reali heal my pain away? Cant
reali sleep at night. Y
isn't him doing anything at all ? why does he think i owe him and
jus sit there hoping i will give him everything? he is so selfish.
Reali selfish! he
jus want things to go his way !
Looking forward for my class. Class starting next week ! Yea ! Clap Clap! At least there is
something that is able to keep me busy! Sick of my loneliness! Staying at home over the weekends and daydreaming he will come find me ! But is all my
fantasy dream!
Y now is
off peak and there's
nothing to do in the office at all ! Damn
sianz! They Kept asking us to read read
reaD! ?It is
sooo Bored! My love with him has
reali ended! He told me that
Esther presence make him realise that he love me! But why he
isnt doing
anyting?
just because i cant stay over at his place and he demand a break ! What a hilarious joke! Biggest joke that i have ever heard! Why Do i love him so much ? He isn't rich and handsome! But why ? He is bad
tempered, Stubborn, cute ,
chivalrous and bossy and irresponsible! Love is such a miracle and can really drive a person crazy ! I swear i wont seek for love until i build up my career and complete my ACCA! This morning, my godfather messaged me! He asked me have i seen the doctor. I am really touched. It seems like only your family care for me and not anybody ! I wish i can get over with him as soon as possible.
~6:41 PM
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Sunday, June 24, 2007
Can anyone tell me why do people work ? why love exist when adultery exist , love changes and passion die after some time? None ! No one understand too ! No humans are able to to resist temptation whether it is money, fame or beauty!
Damn shagged.. Workin now!Compeletely nothin to do. No one will believe that I am workin in PWC yet i have been doin nothin for the past two weeks. Shiok! I wish i can easily have this simple life. No worries.
Friday will be my first day to go to client's place. But it is stock take/ Sianz!!!!
~7:04 PM
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