Wednesday, September 10, 2014
I haven logged in to my blog for almost two years. These two years had been a really hard year for me. Two years ago I was mourning for my dad who passed away due to sudden discovered of vascular diseases. Two years later it was my mum who passed on due to lung cancer. It has been a really difficult year for my family and I. We really went through a lot. The excruciating pain came from seeing her getting weaker as each day pass by. Who will really understand that kind of pain we had been undergoing. There are too many sad memories that I really don't know where to start off with. Frankly, is only my own family that can really understand the kind of pain we had been going through during this period of time.
Through this, we begin to understand the what is the real relatives we had been contacting. Many of them are really selfish who considered themselves more than anything.
I couldn't forget on the last third day before my mum passed on, we contacted her relatives to come to visit her. Many came to bid their last goodbye. But sadly, I know many came for a reason too. They came for the sake of showing up their faces. They were afraid of being gossiped for not turning up. Some came but were busy watching TV programme and some were busy complain and tell one another how busy their life were. Frankly, my heart was really really shattered when I see one after another coming with no insincerity at all. I begin to doubt all man kinds. Do everyone do anything for a reason? Do we also love for a reason because we are afraid of being alone down the road?
Of course, there are two person I really thankful with. They are my godparents. I really can feel their heart for my mum. They keep calling my mum and touched her. Thanks godparents, because It really mean a lot to us. At least I know that in this world there are still kind people around.
My mum had passed on for almost four months. Frankly I still miss her as much as before. I know that in this world only your family members treat u with their heart. I really really miss her . I have so much to tell her what is happening to my life that I have no one to turn too . I am really hurt by relationship, humans inconsiderate words. I don't what should I do. =(
~6:30 AM
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About me:
Hey this is my homepage, so I have to say something about myself. Sometimes it is hard to introduce yourself because you know yourself so well that you do not know where to start with.
Let me give a try to see what kind of image you have about me through my self-description. I hope that my impression about myself and your impression about me are not so different. Here it goes.
There are many things I like to do, to see, and to experience. I like to read, I like to write; I like to think, I like to dream; I like to talk, I like to listen.
I like to feel the music flowing on my face, I like to look at the clouds in the sky with a blank mind, I like to do thought experiment when I cannot sleep in the middle of the night.
I like to sleep early, I like to get up late; I like to be alone, I like to be surrounded by people.
I like delicious food and comfortable shoes; I like good books and romantic movies,I like people. And, I like to laugh.
I always wanted to be a great investors like Warrent Buffet, Benjamin Graham who are one of the most successful investor in the world and have influence millions of people in the world.
But my dreams is still alive.
This is a brief introduction of myself.
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