Wednesday, December 26, 2007
DAMNNNNN IT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
tonight i feel downright miserable!
it is difficult not to bring my personal life into work!
it is hard and i cant do it !
i know i am diving into my own destruction if this continues.
i wish i know how to put a full stop to it.
life goes on no matter what happens. time and tide wait for no man!
Jealously steps in making my world so confusing !
i am trying to get fitted in but it's probably not for me!
Trying so hard to get what i want yet others get it so easily!
Is this call life ??
yeA! Cos life is never fair!!!!
Sometimes i really rather being simple minded and
not knowing anything is the best!
IGNORANCE IS A BLESS! I AGREED!
oh man! i realised i have to work on saturday! it is disgusting !
esp your love, family and frens don't have to work!
i am sad :(
~4:47 AM
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Monday, December 24, 2007
A long weekends for me but it had become a total agony.
i hate the feelings right now. i tried to be perfect but yet i still cant satisfy everyone.
I know nothing is everlasting , nothing is fixed , nothing is permanent. changes is inevitable. i wish i can pack up and leave!
leave all the memories i had and all the irritating person i had to face.
everyday i have to wear a mask till i have forgotten who i am!
X mas is ending soon and i dont want 2008 to come. school will be starting on January! thinking of having night class makes me feel so dreadful!
Anyway i have learnt a new recipe from Mary. she teaches me how to cook carbonara! it is damn damn delicious! ! i have decided to learn some cooking! I guess a woman who only knows how to work and yet cant do any cooking isnt fantastic at all.
# i guess my entries are boring.. but i admit iam someone who is monotonous.
~9:29 PM
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Thursday, December 20, 2007

My beloved sis~~


Yuckssss!


He insist to do thredding!!



Photos we took at genting during my study break!!
Finally i am back to blog!! Jus finished my exam and was reali busy with work !! Well i shall blog a shortone as i am now at mao mao house. We are goin out with dinner to celebrate his parents anniversary soon!!
~1:13 AM
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Tuesday, December 4, 2007
Just finished two papers and i think i gonna fail this time. No confidence. I dunno.Dont ask why. jus dunno wads wrong with me. First paper was tax. Theory question i cant answer at all and left with 60 marks for practical. No idea wad is it all about and so i anyhow whacked it.
2nd paper: Law! oh ghosh... i din noe that the format was open ended question which means u gotta really studied through for every chapter. Well, i jus briefly studied through and there goes my 2nd paper.
Now now... there goes my confidence!!! left with the last paper and yet i am blogging right now. Dont feel like touching it at all. cos i noe it will just be another disappointment. At times really feel like giving up on ACCA! Its not as easy as wad i have thought. There are approximately 1800 examinee and yet i think the passing rate is low. so this is the reason why people concluded that full time degree is definitly much easier to scrap through.
When i was feeling down, mao mao came to meet me. I think he is still the main source of energy for me to go on. Seeing him really brightened up my day. without realising it, i have already poured my whole heart onto him.
~5:11 PM
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