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Sunday, November 25, 2007
i am currently preparing for my examination! no i cant afford to fail ! not even for a single subject ~~~ i wanna get my certificate asap!
Shall update after my examinations!!
~11:29 PM
* * *
I am really mixed up by a lot of things. My mood swings killing me and there’s many things I wish I could apprehend.
Somehow I could see the woman hunting me. The thought of seeing her makes me feel scared and loser.
I don’t like the negative of me !!!!
~6:12 PM
* * *
about “Reliance.” I personally felt that relying too much on others will somehow
make you feel vulnerable but I just cant helping relying on DEAR. He seems to be
very protective over me. For instance, he messaged my close friends through
friendster that I felt the disappointment in me when they forgotten about my 21st
birthday.
Whatever the reason they gave, I suddenly felt so DISTANT from them. They are a few selected species which were once close to me.
Maybe that is life. A life that is full of decisions and sacrifices. We are all too busy with the heavy and endless workload and studies.
AN EXCUSE?
Who on earth will an adult were to say they are FREE? It is just a simple answer i know from this that how important i am to them.
Anyway, i was really suprised by what dear did to me.
Dear promised to bring me to his company’s events whenever it is possible. He
decided to face the music with me. I was so thrilled when he told me that.
After 2 years of relationship with him, my bond with him has gone another level up.
I should be ecstatic to see that but yet suddenly I have so many “what ifs” or “I am not good enough” I could not fight all the negatives thoughts in me but I know
clearly that I just want him to be with me forever. I am afraid he might be gone the next day.
While I was on my way home from work, suddenly I have a “career-minded.” I pictured
myself gaining the pinnacle of one’s career and dreamt of myself seconded to
overseas to work with my laptop and travelling on first class. I am so silly to
think of that as I am the most junior in the big firm. I think I must be out of my
mind to even dream of that.
I am envious of people with perfect English and no grammatical errors.
~1:05 AM
* * *
If only i have his ears to borrow maybe things wont turn up so bad!!?
But that pair of earsi need badly isnt here!!
I didn't expect things to turn up this way and no one understand what is happening. so i choose to be ignorant.
I Just hope everytime when we quarrelled i would take it lightly and having things heard fall on deaf ears.
At least i wont be that miserable and ponder over night. i guessed i am just not matured enough.
Wanted to take MC today but all thanks to XL. Called me early in the morning to ask" Hey yvonne wanna go gym or steam bath ?" i guess i cant sleep any longer and so i drag myself to work again.
~6:57 PM
* * *
Just came back from gym which is located just beside my company.
I have joined the firm for about 4 months yet today is the first time I stepped into the gym. The facilities are near to perfection.
There are towels, shampoo, hair gel, body lotion and hairdryer.
Think I must really discipline myself to go there more often.
I am looking forward to Thursday.
It is my God brother’s son first month anniversary.
Omg…. Finally my godfather has a grandson.
I misssssss dear dear !!!!!
~10:44 PM
* * *
Photos taken at zoo!!
I am looking towards a holiday trip! It had been a decade ever since I went for shopping. I wanna shop as if my pocket is full of endless of cash and sleep as long as I want. No early alarm to wake me up and no worries of being late for work. Just do what I want! But yet it is soooo hard.
I hate the life I am leading now! No sufficient cash for me to buy things for myself! Trust me! The feeling is suck and I told myself I MUST not fail any modules to end this agony soon.
Last Saturday, BYP was recalled back to base. While waiting for him to come back I changed his bed sheet for him. I hardly do any house work at home and yet I still offered to change his bed sheet for him.
Sunday was our 2 yrs anniversary! Bought him a couple ring as a gift. But we never celebrate as he had to work on Sunday too. We almost quarrelled as he left his ring in the base but after sometimes we were fine! I admit I am disappointed but I must comprehend as he told me that he rushed to meet me after he finished his work. So wad can I angry with? But But But ….. The disappointment is still there! Alright I gotta be a little understanding. And I am trying to be one.
Happen to read a blog created by a student in university! Disgusting! She was saying about having sex with only construction guys as Uni guys don’t measure up. Can anyone believe that a graduate saying that? Her mind is always full of dirty fantasies. I was thinking does this person really exist?
~11:04 PM
* * *
Last Thursday met dear up to chit chat. He told me that he had to work on the following day and I was a little disappointed. But I told myself, work is definitely much more important and so I told him I will wait for him after his work. To my surprise, he waited till 12 am and gave me a surprised. I was really touched and speechless when I saw what he had did for me.
Simply love this Dummb dummb!
This Golongsong waited 3 hours for my lesson to end! Poor Boy!
Perfect dinner @ StoneGrill! Yummy
His work !!!
This truely melted my heart
~10:23 PM
* * *
i am currently preparing for my examination! no i cant afford to fail ! not even for a single subject ~~~ i wanna get my certificate asap!
Shall update after my examinations!!
* * *
Tuesday, November 13, 2007
I am really mixed up by a lot of things. My mood swings killing me and there’s many things I wish I could apprehend.
Somehow I could see the woman hunting me. The thought of seeing her makes me feel scared and loser.
I don’t like the negative of me !!!!
* * *
Friday, November 9, 2007
about “Reliance.” I personally felt that relying too much on others will somehow
make you feel vulnerable but I just cant helping relying on DEAR. He seems to be
very protective over me. For instance, he messaged my close friends through
friendster that I felt the disappointment in me when they forgotten about my 21st
birthday.
Whatever the reason they gave, I suddenly felt so DISTANT from them. They are a few selected species which were once close to me.
Maybe that is life. A life that is full of decisions and sacrifices. We are all too busy with the heavy and endless workload and studies.
AN EXCUSE?
Who on earth will an adult were to say they are FREE? It is just a simple answer i know from this that how important i am to them.
Anyway, i was really suprised by what dear did to me.
Dear promised to bring me to his company’s events whenever it is possible. He
decided to face the music with me. I was so thrilled when he told me that.
After 2 years of relationship with him, my bond with him has gone another level up.
I should be ecstatic to see that but yet suddenly I have so many “what ifs” or “I am not good enough” I could not fight all the negatives thoughts in me but I know
clearly that I just want him to be with me forever. I am afraid he might be gone the next day.
While I was on my way home from work, suddenly I have a “career-minded.” I pictured
myself gaining the pinnacle of one’s career and dreamt of myself seconded to
overseas to work with my laptop and travelling on first class. I am so silly to
think of that as I am the most junior in the big firm. I think I must be out of my
mind to even dream of that.
I am envious of people with perfect English and no grammatical errors.
* * *
Tuesday, November 6, 2007
If only i have his ears to borrow maybe things wont turn up so bad!!?
But that pair of earsi need badly isnt here!!
I didn't expect things to turn up this way and no one understand what is happening. so i choose to be ignorant.
I Just hope everytime when we quarrelled i would take it lightly and having things heard fall on deaf ears.
At least i wont be that miserable and ponder over night. i guessed i am just not matured enough.
Wanted to take MC today but all thanks to XL. Called me early in the morning to ask" Hey yvonne wanna go gym or steam bath ?" i guess i cant sleep any longer and so i drag myself to work again.
* * *
Monday, November 5, 2007
Just came back from gym which is located just beside my company.
I have joined the firm for about 4 months yet today is the first time I stepped into the gym. The facilities are near to perfection.
There are towels, shampoo, hair gel, body lotion and hairdryer.
Think I must really discipline myself to go there more often.
I am looking forward to Thursday.
It is my God brother’s son first month anniversary.
Omg…. Finally my godfather has a grandson.
I misssssss dear dear !!!!!
* * *
Sunday, November 4, 2007
Photos taken at zoo!!
I am looking towards a holiday trip! It had been a decade ever since I went for shopping. I wanna shop as if my pocket is full of endless of cash and sleep as long as I want. No early alarm to wake me up and no worries of being late for work. Just do what I want! But yet it is soooo hard.
I hate the life I am leading now! No sufficient cash for me to buy things for myself! Trust me! The feeling is suck and I told myself I MUST not fail any modules to end this agony soon.
Last Saturday, BYP was recalled back to base. While waiting for him to come back I changed his bed sheet for him. I hardly do any house work at home and yet I still offered to change his bed sheet for him.
Sunday was our 2 yrs anniversary! Bought him a couple ring as a gift. But we never celebrate as he had to work on Sunday too. We almost quarrelled as he left his ring in the base but after sometimes we were fine! I admit I am disappointed but I must comprehend as he told me that he rushed to meet me after he finished his work. So wad can I angry with? But But But ….. The disappointment is still there! Alright I gotta be a little understanding. And I am trying to be one.
Happen to read a blog created by a student in university! Disgusting! She was saying about having sex with only construction guys as Uni guys don’t measure up. Can anyone believe that a graduate saying that? Her mind is always full of dirty fantasies. I was thinking does this person really exist?
* * *
Last Thursday met dear up to chit chat. He told me that he had to work on the following day and I was a little disappointed. But I told myself, work is definitely much more important and so I told him I will wait for him after his work. To my surprise, he waited till 12 am and gave me a surprised. I was really touched and speechless when I saw what he had did for me.
Simply love this Dummb dummb!
This Golongsong waited 3 hours for my lesson to end! Poor Boy!
Perfect dinner @ StoneGrill! Yummy
His work !!!
This truely melted my heart
* * *
About me:
Hey this is my homepage, so I have to say something about myself. Sometimes it is hard to introduce yourself because you know yourself so well that you do not know where to start with.
Let me give a try to see what kind of image you have about me through my self-description. I hope that my impression about myself and your impression about me are not so different. Here it goes.
There are many things I like to do, to see, and to experience. I like to read, I like to write; I like to think, I like to dream; I like to talk, I like to listen.
I like to feel the music flowing on my face, I like to look at the clouds in the sky with a blank mind, I like to do thought experiment when I cannot sleep in the middle of the night.
I like to sleep early, I like to get up late; I like to be alone, I like to be surrounded by people.
I like delicious food and comfortable shoes; I like good books and romantic movies,I like people. And, I like to laugh.
I always wanted to be a great investors like Warrent Buffet, Benjamin Graham who are one of the most successful investor in the world and have influence millions of people in the world.
But my dreams is still alive.
This is a brief introduction of myself.
Memory Lane:
- I haven logged in to my blog for almost two years....
- The word anniversary takes on a whole new meaning ...
- Been quite sometime ever since i start blogging. W...
- Life recently is really very bad. Some people do a...
- Fear of cny is approaching. memories of being with...
- 3 weeks since you had left and to be exact, 21 day...
- 13 days after my dad had left us. No words can des...
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- I really miss my batch
- Today is a bad day .Feeling so unhappy that my boy...
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