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Friday, October 19, 2007
Alright! It's is 2 am and yet i am here blogging!
Disappointment & Agonizing
Went zoo today! It was suppose to be a community service but my group and i were more like entertaining ourselves ! I was so looking forward to the games but ended up no game! =< Reached home really tired and slept after a shortwhile!
Then received a message from him telling me he got dinner with his colleagues! So
how should i reply? Of cuz i am not happy but after sometime i think thru and told
him ok then, why not we just meet for lunch? But no reply from him.......
My mind was wondering is he outside enjoying with his friends? Alright i admit i am not a good gf! I know you can find someone better than me! You are always picking on me! Trust me! the feeling is terrible! He told me eversince we quarrelled his feelings for me has decreased!
Wad is the point of being together? Wad is the point of holding back ? Wad is the point of me having sleepless night while you enjoying ur dinner and having a swit dream? Ridiculous! If a couple who truly love each other were to quarrel i dun think this will happen!
I am beginning to realise our dreams and future are becoming unrealistic!
While in office, chatted with one of my senior and she told me that never a time she say break to her bf! She say it only when she mean it! And she told me she hate her boyfriend leaving her behind when they quarrelled! I understand her feeling! And i asked her so do u walk away from your bf too? She said "YeS" and it is common for gals to do that! Cos we are ladies! But to a man that is definitely out of qns!
KL just messaged me if i wanted to go for supper and la kopi! Indeed this is the time i need to tok to someone but i still told him No! I told him i was really tired! Why am i always being so "superglue" only to my bf? i simply hate the way how i deal with relationship! i confessed i am not fit to have one!
Read this quote from somewhere and i find it so true: "Be carefull..the ones that make you smile are the same ones that can shatter your heart."
~10:00 AM
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1- Forced myself to get up from my bed
2- Looking at my phone to see if dear msg me
3- Wash up and rushed out of my house
4- Play PSP which I am so crazy with
5- Reach office
6- Drag myself to school after work~ it need so much determination and discipline
7- Home (Sleep)
It is simply not easy to study and work at the same time! Alright stop complaining.
Everyone in office is doing that too. Now I am only looking for my weekends and hope
no more weekend classes and pray no OT for either BYP or ME on weekends.
Sometimes I do worry that there isn’t sufficient time for me to spend on him and his feelings towards me will gradually fade! It is simply not easy to maintain a relationship. But I simply hope we will last forever.
Went Isabel house’s to play mahjong and this time we won. Bought BYP there too!
Indeed He is a PRO. Sometimes really envy him as he can think really fast!
=) dinner at Mirarma Hotel =)
~8:09 PM
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MMS FROM ME TO BYP
MMS FROM BYP~simply love this! One & Only
Fei You & BYP
Weather was really bad! It is either freaking hot or heavy weather. What wrong with the earth!
Last weekend was okay! Went for Aimeei’s 21 birthdays and I brought my bf along. Hopefully he enjoyed himself as he was there playing with the PSPS and joined me for mahjong session for the later part of the day. I would consider myself to be unpropitious on that day but yet I only lost 10 bucks. BYP saved me from losing more than that. Thanks BYP!
Anyway had some gathering with my old classmates and realised that the guys look kinky. Haha. But I admit they are definitely much more matured.
Recently I know BYP is disappointed with me. I lied to him that I went for class but actually I went out to have steamboat with my colleagues. I AM SORRY Dear! Din mean to lie to you but my mood was freaking lousy! And I swear I am not blaming you for working night shift. Even it is 5 minutes conservation with you during lunch break and I will greatly appreciate it. You should know the reason why I feel so sad. Anyway his cute little msn simply cheer me up! Simply adore it!
Yesterday during lunch break, my colleagues and I saw Pierre Png & Andrea De Cruz. It’s Isabel dream guy! Looking at Andrea De Cruz makes me feel so demoralise. If only I have the look of her then I will be 100% confident of myself. Where have all my confidence gone to?
Recently chatted with one of my friend and realise something which I couldn’t understand. Why do married men go prostitution? Seriously, it is such a complicated issue which I don’t understand what these people are thinking at all? Most people said that it is a NORMS for men to find other women whom I find it absurd and incongruous! So to men may I know what the purpose of marriage is? Simply just companion or you are just afraid of loneliness? It is selfish if this is one of the reasons to be. Why cant men think of their wife working so hard and yet they still have have to undergo hardship of giving birth to children! It’s disgusting and outrageous when I heard my friend’s dad or relatives going to developing countries to find mistress. It seems like finding a faithful husband has become more demanding than ever!
~12:28 AM
* * *
Did some self reflection and realised that i am not good. Offended some people without being aware of it! But simply hope you will be true to me than saying anything behind my back - the feeling is terrible!
Finally weekend is here! That is the only time i am looking forward to spend all my time with BYP. Simply love him!
~4:30 AM
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Alright! It's is 2 am and yet i am here blogging!
Disappointment & Agonizing
Went zoo today! It was suppose to be a community service but my group and i were more like entertaining ourselves ! I was so looking forward to the games but ended up no game! =< Reached home really tired and slept after a shortwhile!
Then received a message from him telling me he got dinner with his colleagues! So
how should i reply? Of cuz i am not happy but after sometime i think thru and told
him ok then, why not we just meet for lunch? But no reply from him.......
My mind was wondering is he outside enjoying with his friends? Alright i admit i am not a good gf! I know you can find someone better than me! You are always picking on me! Trust me! the feeling is terrible! He told me eversince we quarrelled his feelings for me has decreased!
Wad is the point of being together? Wad is the point of holding back ? Wad is the point of me having sleepless night while you enjoying ur dinner and having a swit dream? Ridiculous! If a couple who truly love each other were to quarrel i dun think this will happen!
I am beginning to realise our dreams and future are becoming unrealistic!
While in office, chatted with one of my senior and she told me that never a time she say break to her bf! She say it only when she mean it! And she told me she hate her boyfriend leaving her behind when they quarrelled! I understand her feeling! And i asked her so do u walk away from your bf too? She said "YeS" and it is common for gals to do that! Cos we are ladies! But to a man that is definitely out of qns!
KL just messaged me if i wanted to go for supper and la kopi! Indeed this is the time i need to tok to someone but i still told him No! I told him i was really tired! Why am i always being so "superglue" only to my bf? i simply hate the way how i deal with relationship! i confessed i am not fit to have one!
Read this quote from somewhere and i find it so true: "Be carefull..the ones that make you smile are the same ones that can shatter your heart."
* * *
Wednesday, October 17, 2007
1- Forced myself to get up from my bed
2- Looking at my phone to see if dear msg me
3- Wash up and rushed out of my house
4- Play PSP which I am so crazy with
5- Reach office
6- Drag myself to school after work~ it need so much determination and discipline
7- Home (Sleep)
It is simply not easy to study and work at the same time! Alright stop complaining.
Everyone in office is doing that too. Now I am only looking for my weekends and hope
no more weekend classes and pray no OT for either BYP or ME on weekends.
Sometimes I do worry that there isn’t sufficient time for me to spend on him and his feelings towards me will gradually fade! It is simply not easy to maintain a relationship. But I simply hope we will last forever.
Went Isabel house’s to play mahjong and this time we won. Bought BYP there too!
Indeed He is a PRO. Sometimes really envy him as he can think really fast!
=) dinner at Mirarma Hotel =)
* * *
Thursday, October 11, 2007
MMS FROM ME TO BYP
MMS FROM BYP~simply love this! One & Only
Fei You & BYP
Weather was really bad! It is either freaking hot or heavy weather. What wrong with the earth!
Last weekend was okay! Went for Aimeei’s 21 birthdays and I brought my bf along. Hopefully he enjoyed himself as he was there playing with the PSPS and joined me for mahjong session for the later part of the day. I would consider myself to be unpropitious on that day but yet I only lost 10 bucks. BYP saved me from losing more than that. Thanks BYP!
Anyway had some gathering with my old classmates and realised that the guys look kinky. Haha. But I admit they are definitely much more matured.
Recently I know BYP is disappointed with me. I lied to him that I went for class but actually I went out to have steamboat with my colleagues. I AM SORRY Dear! Din mean to lie to you but my mood was freaking lousy! And I swear I am not blaming you for working night shift. Even it is 5 minutes conservation with you during lunch break and I will greatly appreciate it. You should know the reason why I feel so sad. Anyway his cute little msn simply cheer me up! Simply adore it!
Yesterday during lunch break, my colleagues and I saw Pierre Png & Andrea De Cruz. It’s Isabel dream guy! Looking at Andrea De Cruz makes me feel so demoralise. If only I have the look of her then I will be 100% confident of myself. Where have all my confidence gone to?
Recently chatted with one of my friend and realise something which I couldn’t understand. Why do married men go prostitution? Seriously, it is such a complicated issue which I don’t understand what these people are thinking at all? Most people said that it is a NORMS for men to find other women whom I find it absurd and incongruous! So to men may I know what the purpose of marriage is? Simply just companion or you are just afraid of loneliness? It is selfish if this is one of the reasons to be. Why cant men think of their wife working so hard and yet they still have have to undergo hardship of giving birth to children! It’s disgusting and outrageous when I heard my friend’s dad or relatives going to developing countries to find mistress. It seems like finding a faithful husband has become more demanding than ever!
* * *
Friday, October 5, 2007
Did some self reflection and realised that i am not good. Offended some people without being aware of it! But simply hope you will be true to me than saying anything behind my back - the feeling is terrible!
Finally weekend is here! That is the only time i am looking forward to spend all my time with BYP. Simply love him!
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About me:
Hey this is my homepage, so I have to say something about myself. Sometimes it is hard to introduce yourself because you know yourself so well that you do not know where to start with.
Let me give a try to see what kind of image you have about me through my self-description. I hope that my impression about myself and your impression about me are not so different. Here it goes.
There are many things I like to do, to see, and to experience. I like to read, I like to write; I like to think, I like to dream; I like to talk, I like to listen.
I like to feel the music flowing on my face, I like to look at the clouds in the sky with a blank mind, I like to do thought experiment when I cannot sleep in the middle of the night.
I like to sleep early, I like to get up late; I like to be alone, I like to be surrounded by people.
I like delicious food and comfortable shoes; I like good books and romantic movies,I like people. And, I like to laugh.
I always wanted to be a great investors like Warrent Buffet, Benjamin Graham who are one of the most successful investor in the world and have influence millions of people in the world.
But my dreams is still alive.
This is a brief introduction of myself.
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