Thursday, September 27, 2007




I wish you will understand me but it always turn up to be a commotion for us to pick on. If only we are living in our own world. Life will be so perfect-even it is a simple one.
Recently I have got a new habit of taking a nap in the bus! I think I look disgusting but I simply won’t give a damn to think how others look at me. As long as I feel light hearted after a long sleep! How I wish I can simply take cab to work everyday!
This week isn’t a very nice week for me: =(
1) Fuming with anger after I called ICPAS and they told me that they do not have my registration number. The only thing I can do is to wait! What the hell as 15 October is the last day to register for my exam.
2) forgot my atm pin number and there are so many procedures to be done in order to retrieve my atm pin and card back! UrghzzZZZ…
3) Job for that particular job has been removed andI am not happy at all!
4) Dad giving me cold shoulder as he is disappointed with me
5) Boyfriend not understanding enough.
Anyway, just hope that hope 2007 will be over real soon! Dreadful year for me
It had been a very time ever since I feel so embarrassed! My slippers was torn and I couldn’t walk at all. Ended up have to walk with barefooted!
If I were a teacher I would rewrite my own history. And if I were an architect, then I’d draw up a perfect plan for my future.
~11:46 PM
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Monday, September 24, 2007



Hello everybody , I am back to blog! The reason for not blogging for so long is not because I don’t want to but everyday has become a norms for me to go on! Now, sit back and hold on to a packet of potato chips to start munching as there are a lot of things for me to blog !
Well , last wed went out with Isabel and one of our senior to audit! I swear this client is the worst one I ever met ! She is No. 1 complain QUEEN! She is one of the bitches that make foreigners judge Singaporean as COMPLAIN QUEEN ! Can you imagine? She tried to call my director when she overheard my conversation with my senior! During the first day of our audit, my senior went to client place with us. But she left in a short while as she told us she got to rush to another client’s place! Of cuz Isabel and I were ecstatic! We are out of the office and there is only both of us working together! But I swear, during the audit, we never even log in to msn! We were very serious as we wanted to prove to others that we as a support still can work well without a senior around! However, on Friday, my senior called us to ask us to get a purchase list from the client. I reported to her that there is a difficulty getting stuff from the client as she kept telling us she is busy and will pass us those documents that we had requested from her tomorrow ! Wednesday was our first day and she passed it to us only on Friday afternoon! I am only trying to tell my senior the situation we are facing and I never even say that becuz of her which lead to us slowing down our work pace. And worst, it is true that she kept delaying the time when we wanted a soft copy from her! After she overheard our conversation, she tried to call the director to complain that she did give us what we wanted from her ! I don’t find myself at any fault at all! She knew that we will be there doing vouching and she simply look down on us! What the hell ! Don’t tell me that when she just gets into society to work and she never go through all these before? Why make such a big fuss of complaining to my director? It simply piss me off. Well, I just have to tolerate for another 7 days! ENDURE !!
Went Mirama hotel to celebrate godmother’s birthday. The food, ambience, and conversation with my god family is great! My godfather really dotes on me! He seems to care and understand more than my dad. He asked me whether I have enough money to pay for my school fees! I swear deep inside me, my heart was melting. He simply understands the situation I am facing. But I still rejected his offer and told him I am able to cope financially. Just cut down on my wants and everything will be alright!
Well, everbody! I am back with Zhanwei! I will give him a chance. The reason is simply, I simply love him! I want to be back with him ! I don’t want to let go just like that ! I see him as my future. Anyway, last Monday, he went up to my house alone just to pass moon cake to my parents. Cant deny I do admire his courage. I bet If i were him I wont have the guts to do so! I am praying the rest of the days will be a smooth sailing one for us.
Recently heard several cases regarding to Malaysia! The people there are targeting on Singaporeans. Look at the number of cases where Singaporean being robbed, wife being raped, car being smashed police are well known for their corruption and notorious! I swear I am not going to contribute any income for them anymore! Not going there for holiday, supper or whatever! Went JB with my parents and bf and out of a sudden was “ASKED” for coffee money! Being so vulnerable in a foreign country, we have no choice but to give RM50 to them. I was bloody exasperated but my dad told me it’s okay! What the hellllllll!! I simply despise, detest and condemned them. BOO =(
~11:32 PM
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