Monday, July 30, 2007
I AM FURIOUS , AGITATED , ANNOYED , AGONISED , EXASPERATED INFURIATED AND ANGER JUST SWEPT IN WITH
VENGEANCE ! WHAT THE HELL DID I DO ? I HATE IT ! SIMPLY HATE IT . I NOT GONNA CARE ANYMORE ! SOMETIMES IT IS JUST BETTER TO LEAVE THINGS LYING DOWN THERE THAN DOING ANYTHING ! IT SIMPLY BREAKS MY HEART! I AM NOTHING !
Sometimes reali wonder why is there so loving couple out there ? They don't get to see each other everyday yet they still trust each other deeply ! No distrust and worries! finally i understand that relationship is just a game ! i am not gonna involve in this anymore ! i am definitely not someone who can takes things lightly ! i just take things too hard ! i wanna earn buckets of money ! wanna enjoy my life alone with my family and not with anybody else ! whether will i be single for the rest of my life i not gonna care anymore ! there isnt any everlasting love at all ! it is just foolish to think there is ! stupid !! urghzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
~12:29 AM
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Friday, July 27, 2007
i am starting to drag myself to school ! i hate night classes! it is freaking bored and tired! Have been skipping lesson ! haha ! all thanks to my friends who are so on ! but if oli my sister were to find out, my head will start rolling on the carpet! she will sure nag at me ! haha. so i better keep my lips sealed! I was quite suprise that there is refreshment for the new staffs! Thumbs up ! haha! Training has come to an end so does it means that hardship gonna start veri soon ! i heard from some of the seniors that there isnt such things that is called off peak. even off peak there are still jobs on hands . The different between peak and off peak is that peak period have to work till reali late and off peak means we still have to work late but it is only until 10 pm ! haha .
Shall continue blogging other day! just dun have the mood to blog! so mani things have happened !
~10:46 PM
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Monday, July 23, 2007
Haha. having training now yet i am here blogging! seriously i cant stand quietness! It is freaking bored! but lucky toda instructor allow us to on our laptop! It is morethan enough! lol.. But But I am dozing offf soon !
I think it is women favourite question to ask their bf if ur mum and i dropped into the sea who will you save first ! isnt it? i admit that did crossed across my mind ! haha !!
A girl asked a guy
Girl said:-"if you, your best friend,your mother and me were in the middle of the sea and you're riding a boat that can only carry two people, which one of us will you save?"Guy- of course my mother...Girl-(hurt by the response but trying to hide it) oh, i see...and then the guy say...Guy- "and then i will jump off the boat and let my best friend drive the boat with my mother, so that i can be with you and never let you go"
~6:38 PM
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Suddenly have the urge to change phone ! Whenever i feel like changing the phone there are so mani reasons!
1) Always hang la
2)button a bit siao
3)auto shut off
4)sell it off while the value is high
5) Blah blah blah .....
Money is not easy to earn yet i am spending it just like water ! Someone please knock on my head ! i haven use my phone for even 3 months . lol !! but but but ..... i wanna changeeeeeee
Oh ya ! i am now so engrossed with mj ! so dear frens if u short of kaki pls invite me over ! i am a beginning nude ! but i have my master to guide me !
Time for me to go for my lesson le ! Yawnssssssss.....
~3:05 AM
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Friday, July 20, 2007
HERE COMES MY BURGER ! - MJ Queen

We are all Big 4 and the photos look weird ! lol

My first job in PWC- my senior !
My beloved Sister -
Yum Yum !
It is an experience wearing that ok!Clap Clap! two weeks of out on job is now over. Finally over! There's definitely something i had learn ! though it is jus the beginning part of my working life. i miss the office ! next week is the last training i will be havin for this year ! oh gosh ! i love training ! it is so relaxing . but of cuz it depends on who is the instructor too . well, from my audit work , I realise that people from Germany are impatience ! haha. they are easily agitated ! got the fear to discuss anything with them! 1st : my english isnt that fantastic ! their slang is a headache to me . 2nd: i am new and so i am slow ! even i dun reali undst why , i cant ask them to explain for too many times ! but cant deny the german boss looks charismatic ! haha he seems weird ! he love neatness ! it is just my habit to work with many files around and can you imagine the secretary kept asking me to tidy the place ! damn weird guy !
sat will be goin to celebrate my mum birthday ! it had been a long time ever since the whole family sit down together for dinner ! cheerssss!!!!!!!!!!!
~11:12 PM
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Sunday, July 15, 2007
ohhZzz.. had been a reALi busy week for me. came back to the office with a bright spirit ! Yet the first thin i do was to look at my retained! sad ! out on job tmr. haiz.. UNFAIR ! but has life ever been fair?
Oh ya ! sometimes i wonder whydoes emotional men exist ! i came to a conclusion that a person will only become emotional when they have reali go through some hardship! isnt that true ?? tired! haven got enough rest over the weekends!
I think i am someone who reali think alot. Especially when i am alone! why why why ?
sometimes reali wish to marry someone whom i can lean and rely on! why am i working so hard now? am i reali happi ? am i concealing the truth ? is dis wad i reali want? wadeva it is ! stop thinking rite now !!!!!!!!!!
~10:24 PM
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Saturday, July 7, 2007
Hmmm.. cant sleep at night again! Why isn't any resolution btw him and mi? i am goin crazy if this continues. someone please save me from this misery. There seem isnt a full stop between us at all. It's never ending. He told me that he reali love me but do you know that this is the 4th time he told me and everytime he dont mean it at all. Jus dun wan to elaborated what he did. It will simply bring my mood down. i already have a hard time coping with my work as i am too new too this industry and my managers and seniors expect alot from the juniors. There isnt any time for me to adapt to working and studying at the same time. Worst, the client which i am dealing with is from Japan. cant reali undst wad is he trying to say when i have audit questions to ask. Furthermore, most fo their invoices are in Yen currency and yet i have to translated all of them to singapore currency as their financial statement is in singapore currency. omggg..... I got a hard time translating. Wa lao... Stupid la. i am jus sway. Whenever i thought of MONDAY, i willstart shivering. No wonder people always comment that life is never fair and easy! I AGREED! I believe all these are only short term! i will stop complaining and go through all my hardtimes with confidence that i will just get over it soon ! I believe that one day with my will and determination to go through everything the result will be sweet ! I am living my social life. Actually there is a fear in me. You noe what i am freaking worried that i will stay single forever. i know i am only 21 but with my workload and studies, there isnt social life for me at all. I just wanna find a man who is ambitious,responsible and charismatic! I just need someone who i can trust him with my whole heart. But can i ? i seem to be closing up myself to everybody ! when can i start to open up my heart ? But can i ? i hate my weakness especially in relationship! anything whether it relates to work or studies i am not afraid of it at all. But why am i so scared and no confidence in relationship at all ??????????????????????
~5:13 PM
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Dis is my miss clumsy !!


Here she goes .......
~2:20 AM
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Friday, July 6, 2007

oh! it's me and my beloved sister~
arent she sweet?! =)
~9:15 PM
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Well well.. busy reali busy these few days. I am falling sick. Running fever and having terrible headache. Maybe is i still haven adapt to the life of workin and studying at the same time. Oh i am damn sway too. first week of lesson and i am out on job with one of my senior. Date line is next friday. it took me one and a half day to deal with just the fixed asset of the company. now is the off peak and i am already feeling so dread. someone please give me the energy! Next week is a hell week for me. my senior kept telling me to work late. The worst part is there isnt any hawker centre around the area.Our lunch is always the workers there help us to buy. Wad about our dinner ? omg.... i cant work without food. i will smuggle some tibits.
i would like to comment on my classes. i am wasting my money. i cant reali concentrate and focus during the lesson. but lucky it is still the introduction of the module. so i am still able to cope. brought work back to do during the weekends. so i assume my weekends will be a boring days for me again. haha.
xin, karen, am, and lh has gone for genting trip. hope they reali enjoy.
I miss my sleeping beauty ISABEL and clumsy XUELI.wait for me to be back in the office. i will be back the following monday .
lastly, i realise that my blog is so boring. there isnt any photos. i promise i will upload soon..... sooon.. bear with it readers
~6:13 PM
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