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Friday, October 19, 2007

Alright! It's is 2 am and yet i am here blogging!
Disappointment & Agonizing

Went zoo today! It was suppose to be a community service but my group and i were more like entertaining ourselves ! I was so looking forward to the games but ended up no game! =< Reached home really tired and slept after a shortwhile!

Then received a message from him telling me he got dinner with his colleagues! So

how should i reply? Of cuz i am not happy but after sometime i think thru and told

him ok then, why not we just meet for lunch? But no reply from him.......

My mind was wondering is he outside enjoying with his friends? Alright i admit i am not a good gf! I know you can find someone better than me! You are always picking on me! Trust me! the feeling is terrible! He told me eversince we quarrelled his feelings for me has decreased!

Wad is the point of being together? Wad is the point of holding back ? Wad is the point of me having sleepless night while you enjoying ur dinner and having a swit dream? Ridiculous! If a couple who truly love each other were to quarrel i dun think this will happen!

I am beginning to realise our dreams and future are becoming unrealistic!

While in office, chatted with one of my senior and she told me that never a time she say break to her bf! She say it only when she mean it! And she told me she hate her boyfriend leaving her behind when they quarrelled! I understand her feeling! And i asked her so do u walk away from your bf too? She said "YeS" and it is common for gals to do that! Cos we are ladies! But to a man that is definitely out of qns!

KL just messaged me if i wanted to go for supper and la kopi! Indeed this is the time i need to tok to someone but i still told him No! I told him i was really tired! Why am i always being so "superglue" only to my bf? i simply hate the way how i deal with relationship! i confessed i am not fit to have one!

Read this quote from somewhere and i find it so true: "Be carefull..the ones that make you smile are the same ones that can shatter your heart."

~10:00 AM

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About me:

Hey this is my homepage, so I have to say something about myself. Sometimes it is hard to introduce yourself because you know yourself so well that you do not know where to start with. Let me give a try to see what kind of image you have about me through my self-description. I hope that my impression about myself and your impression about me are not so different. Here it goes. There are many things I like to do, to see, and to experience. I like to read, I like to write; I like to think, I like to dream; I like to talk, I like to listen. I like to feel the music flowing on my face, I like to look at the clouds in the sky with a blank mind, I like to do thought experiment when I cannot sleep in the middle of the night. I like to sleep early, I like to get up late; I like to be alone, I like to be surrounded by people. I like delicious food and comfortable shoes; I like good books and romantic movies,I like people. And, I like to laugh. I always wanted to be a great investors like Warrent Buffet, Benjamin Graham who are one of the most successful investor in the world and have influence millions of people in the world. But my dreams is still alive. This is a brief introduction of myself.